TODAY IN ONE HOUR, at 10am US CT / 5pm CET, I'm hosting a free digital Ayahuasca / Bufo-inspired sound / breath healing journey called GOD'S LOVE. You’ll want to be in a silent, private space with a blanket, pillow, water bottle, and good headphones. Use this link to join us: https://zoom.us/s/7771118877
(You may reach a page where you must click “Join as guest” in small print.)
You are being guided.
When one door closes, another opens.
When storms destroy your previous home, new gemstones are found in the rubble.
You are being initiated.
You are being prepared.
You are being slow-cooked and seasoned by the pain of life—to give you a true depth of succulence.
Your heart is slowly breaking open, and it hurts.
Trust the process.
Sometimes you won't feel able to trust, and that's okay...
Yet in those moments, remember...
There is a deeper, wiser part of you that never stops trusting.
Never stops knowing.
Knowing you are being guided.
Knowing it's all ok.
Knowing you signed up for this.
Knowing this is all a great ceremony.
Knowing it is all a great poem.
Knowing that even when it seems to destroy and devastate you...
What is real, can never die.
The love you feel in your heart...
The precious connection with the souls you truly love...
Can never die.
Though we may seem to part ways in the physical world...
There is an invisible world where we are all together forever as One.
Know this.
And treasure also the poignancy of impermanence in this world of forms.
The heartbreak of this world is a great teaching.
It teaches us new depths of love.
Feel the terrible grief of this world, even as you hold faith in what is beyond it.
Feel the fullness of its tragicomic, joyful-painful texture.
It is a masterwork of the Creator.
Be fully present here.
Savor it.
You are being guided.
Trust.
Trust.
Blessings,
J
P.S. Early bird registration for Presence of God ends today. If you apply today sometime, I’ll consider you eligible for the early bird ($333 off). The retreat is also almost full—about ~1-2 spaces left, with several people who’ve expressed strong interest and are still deciding. If you’re meant to join us, the time is now to leap: