I feel this so much. I'm currently undergoing the same shifts and struggles. Trying to succeed as a yoga teacher, get clients, pay my bills, deal with inflation and gas prices and groceries. I told myself just last week that I wasn't good enough and I should get a real job. I snapped out of it before my thoughts became too condemning of my self worth , and I'm reminded of my vulnerable human experience. It's hard to navigate a higher purpose and still make money. Like you I'm triggered to the core about it, revisiting childhood abuse and trauma, and being reminded how poor I was growing up, like I'll never escape the cycle. I truly hope you can reestablish your grounding and root chakra. I'm working on the same thing. I hope to be on the other side of this struggle with a new found sense of my skills and what I have to offer, and I hope the same for you.
I feel this so much. I'm currently undergoing the same shifts and struggles. Trying to succeed as a yoga teacher, get clients, pay my bills, deal with inflation and gas prices and groceries. I told myself just last week that I wasn't good enough and I should get a real job. I snapped out of it before my thoughts became too condemning of my self worth , and I'm reminded of my vulnerable human experience. It's hard to navigate a higher purpose and still make money. Like you I'm triggered to the core about it, revisiting childhood abuse and trauma, and being reminded how poor I was growing up, like I'll never escape the cycle. I truly hope you can reestablish your grounding and root chakra. I'm working on the same thing. I hope to be on the other side of this struggle with a new found sense of my skills and what I have to offer, and I hope the same for you.
I really appreciated you sharing this Jordan. Thank you for your honesty and contribution. Blessings and luck :)