What up, what up fam!
I wanted to send a more conversational update to give a sense of where I’m at, how I’m doing, what’s emerging.
Currently I’m sitting here in a ~200-300-year-old stone cottage in Azores, the sound of our private waterfalls humming in the background…
This cottage is quite a place. No one on the island, not even the oldest people, remember who built it.
It’s straight out of a Disney movie: Three waterfalls, a river, and the most majestic nature surround us in a kind of secret hideaway here.
Overall, it’s been a great place to ground in nature, integrate, vision, and reconnect to the Heart with Tanja and Lila after my recent ‘Dragon Power’ saga.
It’s 2:45pm here on a Friday. I’ve had a couple beers for the first time in a few days. I’m chillin’, writing, journaling, revisiting ~8 years of IG posts to feel into my life-trajectory, to feel into what comes next.
Also been bumping the rap album that I made during the ‘Dragon Power’ saga, working on mixing/mastering it—intending to drop it soon. It’s probably going to be called DARK DRAGON GOD SEX POWER. : )
The Re-Emergence of My ‘CEO’
Something interesting that’s happening the past few days is…
My 'CEO' archetype is coming back online.
My ‘entrepreneur’ is coming back online.
The parts of me that have generated hundreds of thousands of dollars in (online) business profit are coming back online.
And damn… It feels fucking good!
I feel my feet sinking back down into the soil.
I’m here, dammit. I’m on Earth! No, not drifting in the celestials… EARTH!!
Thankfully, I feel myself grounding.
I’m feeling aroused by ideas of impeccably designed and well-oiled systems…
Creating value…
Brand coherence…
Perfectly-targeted copy…
Majestic product-market fit…
Hehehe.
Feels like yet another new chapter...
Let's see where it leads!
Paradoxical Azores
Intriguingly, even though I’ve often felt ungrounded here in Azores…
It seems like overall, the island is really bringing me back to Earth.
I’m seeing clearly now that I was getting quite ‘floaty’ in the months before coming here.
And, I mean, let’s be honest: I’ve been ‘floatier’ than most for a few years now.
Periods of moderate groundedness have occurred, but they’ve been the exception, not the rule.
I guess you don’t undergo several dozen ayahuasca and Bufo ceremonies in the span of ~3.5 years without getting blown wide open and skyrocket-y.
Most don’t, at least. I didn’t.
And ultimately all of that was perfect. I don’t regret the experiences I’ve had—so many precious mystical gems that I wouldn’t trade for anything.
Returning From Non-Dual La-La Land
At the same time, it’s feeling really good to ‘come down’ from ‘non-dual la-la land.’
Don’t get me wrong…
There’s a ton of potent wisdom to be found in the non-dual traditions and in ‘enlightenment’ experiences/realizations.
Direct experiential wisdom that I still find myself tuning into regularly.
A kind of ‘background knowingness of Oneness’ that is now more or less ‘always there’ for me, whenever I want to tune into it.
That’s amazing. Knowing Oneness/God directly is incredibly worthwhile and peace-bringing and I can recommend it.
At the same time, the great trap of non-duality is to forget to integrate duality.
Y’know, Earth.
The place where we (primarily) *actually exist* right now.
The place where we *do* actually have *separate* bodies and lives and beings and such.
(Though yes, deep down they’re also all One / inseparable.)
Separation and Duality are Cool
Earth is cool.
Separation is cool.
Duality is cool.
It’s amazing.
It enables us to play so many more games and dance so many more dances that are not possible when we’re abiding as Undifferentiated God-Light.
It’s epic.
We get to actually have missions and purposes and desires and dreams and visions and cages to melt and people to empower and stuff to BUILD!
FUCK YEAH!
My Business Purpose
It had been a while since I wrote a ‘purpose statement.’
Writing such a statement is a common entrepreneurial exercise.
It’s a bit cheesy, but it’s also a really great and clarifying exercise.
You condense your current business focus down to a single sentence.
Today I wrote this one:
I activate creators and visionaries to rise into a new paradigm of Power, Wealth, Clarity, Greatness, & Sexual Magnetism.
It felt good to clarify this.
It’s likely to change and change and change again, but I’m glad I reflected on it and put it down in writing.
It helps me dial in my sense of direction for the impending chapter.
It feels juicy to me. It feels sexy. It feels exciting, arousing, energizing, alive.
That’s how I know it’s on point.
Anger is Useful
I’ll let you in on a secret:
We are ALL creators and visionaries.
We are ALL geniuses.
We all have the pure Truth-Love-Power of GOD in us.
And when we align with THAT, watch out.
When I feel into where my greatest passion and purpose lie in this lifetime…
I can feel that a huge piece of it is that I feel FUCKING ANGRY when I look around and see so many GENIUSES in CAGES, living like slaves, doing shit they hate.
I feel FUCKING ANGRY when I see so many GENIUSES settling for lives that don’t really turn them on or charge them up.
I feel FUCKING ANGRY when I see so many Divine, Infinite Creators cut off from their GOD POWER—their birthright.
I feel FUCKING ANGRY when I see us collectively settling for a civilization that looks like shit, desecrates Earth and animals, and is basically designed to turn us into soul-crushed conformist drones.
I feel FUCKING ANGRY when I see that we are not FREE and not living the full TRUTH and BEAUTY of what we ARE.
Feel me?
I’ve spent a lot of my life repressing and bypassing my anger due to feeling it’s ‘non-spiritual’…
But now I’m freshly seeing that ANGER is a fucking powerful COMPASS and ENGINE driving us directly toward our most PASSIONATE PURPOSE.
It feels damn good to let yourself get fucking ANGRY and PASSIONATE sometimes.
Watch This Spaceship
So yeah, that’s a good chunk of what’s been a’bubblin’ inside the ol’ JB-spaceship.
The unstoppable creativity-geyser of my being has already begun churning out the next stages of my projects and offerings.
Keep an eye out, there’s some great stuff on the way.
If you can already feel the potency of what’s coming and want to know about early-bird opportunities…
Hit ‘reply’ and let me know where you currently feel stuck or confused about how to move forward.
1LUV,
Jordan
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